2000-07-18



I keep looking for ghosts in the shadows. The hidden meaning; the metaphor. The spirit that unlocks the meaning but there is no spirit nor is there a meaning lighting the tunnel through this pitch. I am walking but I am not moving. I am looking, but am I seeing? I see nothing and I continue to move foreward
      "The Kingdom of God is within you and all around you... Pick up a rock and you will find me." I know that you will not find yourself by finding me. I can only show you my truth, but you have to find your own. I can only show you the door, but will you walk through it? I doubt you. You are feeble and are blinded by sight. Open your mind and you will see nothing.
      The world is so beautiful! How dare you be so quick to criticize it. Yes, I recognize its many flaws, and perhaps it is the flaws that makes us find each other. But you do not see and you are trying too hard. This is not brain surgery, this is your soul. I will embrace the world smiling with a glint of sunlight in my eyes. I will become myself, and in that becoming, I will learn to see the kingdom of god within me.
      adieu
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